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(8 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) O wOw... :'( [28 Jul 2005|11:12am] [ mood | I heart, well sumone... ] Girl: hey baby i want to show you.... Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad Girl: why? whats wrong ? Boy: ugh everything Girl: explain baby Boy: just lost a championship game, parents flipped out on me for no reason, && im catching a cold Girl: well hey there will always be other games, you know ill take care of you when your sick, what your parents flip about ? Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair Girl: is it alot of money Boy: no it just sucks but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down bye Girl: wait i want to give you some... Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ? Girl: yeah sure, bye Boy: bye 2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ... she goes. Her friend swerved to avoid a truck, hitting a tree instead. Her friend was killed instantly && shes in critical condition. This is the conversation between her sister && her boyfriend Sister: oh my god (crying) Boy: what? whats wrong ? Sister: my sister,your girlfriend, was involved in a major car wreck Boy: is she ok? Sister: shes in critical condition Boy: I'll be there in 10 minutes He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door, going over the last conversation in his mind over && over as he heard the machines beep and breathing tubes pump Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something Girls mom: yeah this... It was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick. He opened it ... it said "... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you." sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to ... && the first picture they took together ...he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture. It looked as if in the picture she was crying. Then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead. If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this. if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen O wOw sO incredibly Sad!... everyone if u love sumone call them right now && tell them how much they mean to u... u never kno when they'll be gone forever... xOx, mE*

(5 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) [19 Jul 2005|06:42pm] [ mood | calm ] I WANT A GUY. . . who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. a pretty boy. but not so pretty that i feel awkward. someone who would think i was beautiful if i dressed trashy. someone who would let me sleep on their chest. i want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. someone who would let me gossip to him && would just smile and agree with everything i said.he would throw stuffed animals at me when i acted dumb && then dog pile on me && kiss me a million times. && someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh && he would surprise me with 25 cent rings && we would have contest of how far we could spit our gum. he would take me to the park && put his hands around my waist && give me big bear hugs all the time. someone who would kiss my neck just to have a reason to tell me how much he likes my new perfume && at night we would dance in our pajamas && we'd always take pictures in photo booths.. he would never turn down a trip to the boardwalk && we'd play tag on the beach. he would tell all his friends about me && smile when he did it. we'd make out in the pouring rain. he would tell me when he didn't think something looked good && i wouldn't mind.  he would run his fingers through my hair even if it was dirty. he would share lollipops with me && get along with all, well most, of my friends. he would never be afraid to say i love you in front of his friends && he would argue about silly things with me then make up.i want a boy who would take me to target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. we would kiss at midnight on new years && make funny faces at each other when i'm on the phone. i want a boy who would count stars with me && i want someone who would stay home with me on a Friday night just to watch movies together under the same blanket . someone who would look me in the eyes && tell me sumthing serious && make me promise not to laugh. someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. someone who would hold me closer than normal when i'm sick,. we would buy tons of disposable cameras && take tons of pictures. but mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend && would never lie to me or break my heart... Great Minds Think Almost Exactly Alike, I Stole This From Rachel B.. Gotta Give Her Credit! Commentz Anyone? xOx,      mE*

(Kiss me in the rain) [17 Jul 2005|01:19pm] [ mood | omfg soo happy! ] Your Sexy Brazilian Name Is Larissa Barros What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name? O wow... Umm yea.. hottayy! lol! Commetz Anyone?? xOx,  mE*

(Kiss me in the rain) [15 Jul 2005|05:32pm] [ mood | hyper ] Take the quiz: "Which FEMALE Celeb do you relate to most?" Jessica Simpson You are the great strong voiced Jessica Simpson. You always get what you want and that's what you tend to do best. That's awesome! Your Birthdate: July 23 With a birthday on the 23rd of the month (5 energy) you are inclined to work well with people and enjoy them. You are talented and versatile, very good at presenting ideas. You may have a tendency to get itchy feet at times and need change and travel. You tend to be very progressive, imaginative and adaptable. Your mind is quick, clever and analytical. A restlessness in your nature may make you a bit impatient and easily bored with routine. You may have a tendency to shirk responsibility. Very sociable, you make friends easily and you are an excellent traveling companion. What Does Your Birth Date Mean? You Are Coffee Ice Cream Energetic and lively, you are always on the go. You're doing a million things at once and doing them well. You tend to motivate others and raise spirits. You are most compatible with chocolate ice cream. What Flavor Ice Cream Are You? You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming! The World's Shortest Personality Test You are What Rejected Crayon Are You? You Know You're Addicted to AIM When... Three words: Carpal tunnel syndrome You no longer type with proper punctuation, capitalization, or complete sentences... You're pissed off your buddy list can only hold 200 screen names You begin to say hehehe instead of laughing You can now type over 70 wpm You type messages to people who are right next to you or on the phone with you. You won't work at a company that blocks AIM You sign on and immediately get 10 messages from other people You have a few screen names, some of them secret. You type in random screen names, just to see if anyone has them. Your screenname has the year 2002 or earlier in it. You know what %n means You don't break for the bathroom - even though you've got to go real bad - until you think of a witty away message. You check the away messages of your buddies, every day, to make sure they haven't changed. You have a few people on your buddy list just to spy on them. You've had a meaningful conversation with a bot. You learned Photoshop to make a super cool buddy icon You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to AIM. Get Your Own Addicted Meme Here More cool things for your blog at Blogthings Your IQ Is 80 Your Logical Intelligence is Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average Your General Knowledge is Average A Quick and Dirty IQ Test Your Daddy Is Johnny Depp What You Call Him: Big Daddy Why You Love Him: You don't love him, you just love calling him "daddy" Who's Your Daddy? Your Career Type: Artistic You are expressive, original, and independent. Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art. You would make an excellent: Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. What's Your Ideal Career? Your Power Color Is Gold At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?" What's Your Power Color? Your Kissing Purity Score: 86% Pure You've hardly ever been kissed But the kisses you've given are very missed Kissing Purity Test In a Past Life... You Were: A Gorgeous Dancer. Where You Lived: Israel. How You Died: Buried alive. Who Were You In a Past Life? Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans. At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners. And while you like attention, you value your privacy. You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments. What's Your Blogging Personality? Your Summer Love Type is Go With the Flow A great summer love may be in the cards for you ... or not. You'll have a fantastic time this summer, taking what comes. What you want is flexible - what you'll get is up in the air. No matter what, you'll have fun - and maybe a few flings! What's Your Summer Love Style? You Are a Frappacino At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet Your caffeine addiction level: low What Kind of Coffee Are You? You Are 64% American Most times you are proud to be an American. Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home. You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you! How American Are You? Your Slanguage Profile Prison Slang: 75% Aussie Slang: 50% New England Slang: 50% Canadian Slang: 25% Southern Slang: 25% Victorian Slang: 25% British Slang: 0% What Slanguage Do You Speak? The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. Who's the True You? You Are 50% Redneck You're just about as welcome up in town as a hair in a biscuit. Ain't no hidin' your redneck roots! How Redneck Are You? You Are "Joy to the World" Joy to the world, the Lord is come! Let earth receive her King; Let every heart prepare Him room, And heaven and nature sing, It's not about what you get under the tree But sharing love with family, friends, and strangers What Christmas Carol Are You? Oy VEy!! These Took A While! But They're So Much Fun!! Comments Anyone?? xOx, mE*

(6 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) [12 Jul 2005|03:55pm] [ mood | excited ] [ ] hellogoodbye [ ] mae [x] fall out boy [x] the postal service [ ] bright eyes [ ] chevelle [ ] daphne loves derby [x] hawthorne heights [x] taking back sunday [ ] straylight run [ ] matchbook romance [x] something corporate [x] my chemical romance [ ] the cure [x] the used [ ] finch [ ] slipknot [x] acdc [ ] the doors [ ] nirvana [ ] van halen [x] bowling for soup [ ] senses fail [x] crossfade [x] the killers [ ] guns n roses [ ] murderdolls [x] bon jovi [ ] him [ ] boxcar racer [ ] a static lullaby [x] death cab for cutie [ ] pantera [ ] wakefeild [ ] metallica [x] yellowcard [x] kiss [ ] incubus [ ] red hot chili peppers [x] hoobastank [ ] underoath [ ] wheatus [ ] oasis [ ] thursday [ ] mest [x] coldplay [ ] dashboard confessional [ ] jet [ ] the starting line [x] 3 days grace [ ] brand new [x] afi [ ] new found glory [ ] evenessance [x] blink 182 [x] blondie [x] green day [ ] american hi-fi [ ] jimi hendrix [ ] goldfinger [ ] coheed and cambria [x] jimmy eat world [x] sum 41 [ ] motley crue [ ] audioslave [ ] queen [x] the rolling stones [x] aerosmith [x] simple plan k.. Bored...Goin Up To CAmp Tonight...!! So Excited!!! I mIss Them All!! Ill wriTe More L8R!!! xOx, mE*

(2 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) [04 Jul 2005|10:27pm] [ mood | flirty ] + Basics + -Are you emotional: sumtimes -Do songs make you cry? some of them do -What about movies: uh, yea,lol sum of them -What emotion do you usually feel: excited, hyper, lol + Sadness + -What does it take to make you cry your heart out: sumone to truely be heartless towards me- or death -How many times have you done that: had sumone be truely heartless, or ppl die??... more than it should happen to 1 person -Where do you cry: My room, or in the arms of sumone i love -Do you hate crying: depends, if its just plain sad then yea, angry, themn yea, but if i need to cry then it's good that i'm cryin -Do you like it when others cry: nuh uh!! it makes me cry or at least get sad -Do you think tears make eyes look pretty: kinda, lol... it makes them look bigger -Who looks good when they cry: no one i no of-lol -How else do you express sadness: screaming and argueing... -Are you sad all the time: nope + Anger + -What does it take to make you mad: rumors, rude ppl, and ppl who act dumb but arent, and ppl who think its funny when its not- like sujmone getting hurt, or a physical ugly feature or sumthing -What do you do when you're angry: attack everythi8ng in my room, and when im a lil calmer, talk to sumone i kno will care -How short is your temper: its not bad, depends on who the problem involves... -How long does it take you to calm down: ussually not too long, but again depends who im dealin with... -What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad: hmm, dunno sumthin bad im sure...lol -Do you freak out when others are angry: depends what they are angry about, if its reasonable, i freak out in their defense, if its dumb, then wow im outta there...i dont wanna deal with it -Has anyone ever recommended anger management to you: nuh uh! -What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad: started rumors, and lied to me about dumb stuff... -Do you anger people: sumtimes... + Joy + -How often are you happy: o wow... maybe too much! -What makes you happy: boys, cheerleading..umm friends, boys, ppl who are always there for me, and my puppy!! lol, that sounds gay, but hes so adorable! -What do you do when you're happy: dends how happy, normal happy-smile, laugh, get hyper-- lol...extreme happy-- jump around, scream, squeal... -How optimistic are you: sumtimes i can be, but i mean everything happens for a reason is what i always say, so i guess thats optimistic... -Do happy people make you mad: nuh uh not ussually, most ppl make me happii! lol -What's the worst thing someone can do while they're happy: flip out over sumthing little, or be really really loud and annoying, or hang on my clothing, or mess around with me... -Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone: Too many times to count! -Ever been so happy you cried: haha, yupp! -Do you smile a lot: yea... -Kiss people a lot: :-X -- lol not alot -Who really makes you happy: a certain guy.....sshhh -Do you like doing things for people when you're happy: mhm u betcha! + Fear + What do you do when you're scared: scream, shiver, talk to ppl What scares you: spiders, and bein in the dark alone sumwhere i dunno well Do you like scaring people: depends.. Do you like the trill of being frightened: at first...yea.. but afterward.. not really Does fear accompany anger in your case: depends... Ever been so scared you couldn't breathe: yeah How often do you panic: not too much, occasionally What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER: death, and creepy ppl, stalkers.. and SPIDERS! What do you do to calm your nerves: breathe, and talk to ppl that can calm me down Do rollercoasters scare you: nuh uh! + The strongest emotion + What song never fails to get your strongest emotions going: final countdown, lol, kinda, umm dunno Movie: No Clue...theres alot.. Commericial: hmm dont pay attention really...lol Person: hmm... Thing: cheerleading, and excersizing Sight: a hot guyyy- lol Sound: loud rock muzic! Food: sumthin yummy Thing you're looking forward to/want: nuuuhthing ??? 0:-) + What do you do + When the emotion suck: huh? When the emotion rocks: im confussed!? When there's no emotion: im asleep iof i have no emotion..lol + Would you rather + Never feel again: nuh uh Feel loneliness or anger for the rest of your life: anger.. but neither,.. Be happy forever and never experience bad times: no.. thats too perfect Cause misery: nuh uh! Feel misery: never! Be alone: depends from who..... Be with everyone you know: for Sure!- but thats alotta ppl! + Who + Cheers you up more than anyone else: dunno Angers you more than anyone else: im not gonna say- thats mean Scares you more than anyone else: sumone scary, a stalker... rapist, murdurer Makes you think about your emotions more than anyone else: sumone emotional??! Makes you really care about how they feel and what they think: thats a secret..lets just say hes a dude.... Well Those are always fun?! I Love -- Gota Go..... xOx, mE*

(5 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) [28 Jun 2005|04:09pm] [ mood | luvin my fave song ] Giving Credit To Brittany- I stole It From Her... AM I... 1. Quiet or Loud?: 2. Short or Tall?: 3. Weird or Original?: 4. Nice or Mean?: 5. Friendly or Selfish?: 6. Normal or "Special"?: 7. Smart or Stupid?: 8. Boring or Fun?: 9. Attractive or Unattractive? DO YOU THINK I'M... 1. A psycho?: 2. Athletic?: 3. A nerd?: 4. A slut?: 5. Ghetto?: 6. A bitch?: 7. Two-faced?: 8. Obnoxious?: 9. Immature?: 10. Mature?: JUST SOME QUESTIONS .... 1. What do you think I'll be when I grow up?: 2. (a) Do you think I'll get married?: (b) If you do... who do you think I'll marry?: 3. When is my birthday?: 4. Who is my best friend?: 5. What song (if any) reminds you of me?: 6. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?: 7. If you could rename me...what would my name be?: 8. Have you ever had a dream about me?: 9. Do you think I'm a virgin?: 10. If you could give me anything...what would it be?: 11. If you could promise me anything... what would it be?: PERSONAL/Attractiveness 1. Am I physically ugly, average, decent good-looking, beautiful, hot?: 2. Would you ever kiss me?: 3. Would you ever consider being my boyfriend?: 4. Do you ever think about me off-line?: 5. If you could describe me in one word wat would it be: 6. Do you or have you ever had a crush on me?: 7. Do you want me?: 8. Do you wish we were closer?: 9. State here your completely honest opinion about me: xOx, mE*

(8 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) [24 Jun 2005|10:07pm] [ mood | content ] BASiCS 001.Name: Amanda 002.D.O.B.: 7.23 003.Location: Michigan 004.Religion: Why Does It Matter? 005.Occupation: Student @ North farmington Baby! APPEARANCE 001.Hair: blonde 002.Eyes: Blue 003.Height: 5'2 STYLE 001.Clothing: Pac.sun stuff- lol! 002.Music: alternative,punk, rock 003.Make-up: eyeliner 004.Body art: no thanx RIGHT NOW 001.Wearing: Beater and Boys Shorts 002.Listening to: Muzic..green day! 003.Thinking of: a guy... :-X LAST THING YOU... 001.Bought: Clothes From Pac.Sun! 002.Ate and drank: Salad and chicken soup and Diet Coke 003.Read: Magazines! 004.Watched on TV: Real World re-runs EITHER / OR 001.Club or houseparty: Club 002.Tea or coffee: Tea 003.Achiever or slacker: Achiever 004.Beer or cider: Cider 005.Drinks or shots: Shots 006.Cats or dogs: Dogs 007.Single or taken: Single 008.Pen or pencil: Pen 009.Gloves or mittens: Gloves 010.Food or candy: Food 011.Cassette or cd: CD 012.Coke or Pepsi: Coke 013.Hard or mild alcohol: Mild prolly 014.Matches or a lighter: Lighter 015.Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful: Sunset Beach 016.Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey: Oprah! WHO DO YOU WANT TO... 001.Kill: Ashlee Simpson Sumtimes... 002.Hear from: A certain Guy 003.Get really wasted with: The Same Certain Guy 004.Look like: Me! just a few adjustments 005.Be like: Me-getting the trend here? 006.Avoid: Sumone i dont wanna be near-lol? LAST PERSON YOU... AND WHEN? 001.Touched: My Dog 002.Talked to: Josh 003.Hugged: Mom 004.Instant messaged: Roy 005.Kissed: I Dont Kiss And Tell 006.Who broke your heart: Derek WHERE DO YOU... 001.Eat: A table with chairs 002.Dance: With friends 003.Cry: With Friends 004.Wish you were: At Camp- or with a certain guy HAVE YOU EVER... 001.Dated one of your best friends? uh huh! 002.Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? unfortunately, yes... 003.Drank alcohol? No 004.Done drugs: NO!! 005.Broken the law: I'm sure sum dumb law 006.Ran away from home: Noperz 007.Broken a bone: Nuh uh 008.Cheated on a test: Mhm 009.Skinny dipped: Nope 010.Played truth or dare: Duh! 011.Flashed someone: Yes 012.Mooned someone: nope 013.Kissed someone you didn't know: nope 014.Been on a talk/game show: Nuh uh 015.Been in a fight: Umm DUh!? 016.Ridden in a fire truck: MHm! 017.Been on a plane: A Million Times 018.Come close to dying: Mhm 019.Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: Never! 020.Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: For Sure! 021.Eaten a worm/mud pie? Icky! Nope! 022.Swam in the ocean: Does the Gulf Of Mexico Count?? if not then no-lol 023.Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up: Omg Yes All The Time! WHAT IS... 001.The most embarrassing CD in your collection? Spice Girls! 002.Your bedroom like? Pale Green 003.Your favorite thing for breakfast? Pancakes!!! 004.Your favorite thing for lunch? Soup And Salad At M&Es 005.Your favorite thing for dinner? Buffalo Wild Wings Or Chinese or Sushi-kinda-- 006.Your favorite Restaurant? Max & Erma's (M&Es) ARE YOU... 001.A Vegetarian?: Nuh uh 002.A Good Student?: Kinda... 003.Good At Sports?: Not really 004.Good At Wakeboarding/Snowboarding: Noperz 005.A Good Singer?: I Think So..I've heard so... 006.A good Actor/Actress?: Yes- That I'll admit! 007.A deep sleeper?: Like No Other! 008.A Good Dancer?: I hope so, ive taken it for a while 009.Shy?: Can Be - Depends On The Moment 010.Outgoing?: Uh huh! U bEt! 011.A good storyteller?: Kinda...i think so..lol wOw thats always fun...Ha Comment?? Lemme KNo What I was Wrong About?? xOx, mE*

(Kiss me in the rain) [24 Jun 2005|07:39pm] [ mood | giggly ] The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? Omg, I love this quiz!! It's So cute! lol dont kno what esle to say, nomuch to say... I'm kinda really excited to have a normal summer, wher i can just do, well basically whatever!!! Ha! Missing everyone At Camp Tamarack like no other!! I love u joshua harrison leider! i miss u like CraZy!! xOx,       mE*

(4 Will |♥| Kiss me in the rain) Layout! [23 Jun 2005|05:22pm] [ mood | Weee!!! ] Like The New Layout? Rate It On A 1-10 Scale! 1= Terrible-Eww!! 10=OMG! So Awesome  I  Wish I Had It! Comment And Lemme Know! xOx,     mE*

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